I have this horrible secret. And because of this secret I don’t see myself having a successful future as I always imagined. But it can help me pursue in a different future where I can be care free. Pretty much my plan B. Life is so fragile and I’m not going to waste it by being lethargic and watch every day pass by. I can do it. I know I can.
Instead of self loathing and isolate myself I’m going to travel. I’m going to quit school and do other things. Have more experiences in other jobs where I can still care for those with special needs. I’m going to move and see where life will take me. This is my awakening.
Farewell and hello to Victoria.

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